Guilty Conscious
Acclaimer: Psalms/A letter
To: Our Savior
From: “The Dumbest Disciple
John 3:16
I hope you forgive me…
I did not know what it was that I was doing. How my sins were driving the nails through your hands, & no, I refuse to use the excuse that I’m only just a man, because if you could take all of those stripes across your back,... & all those punches to your face, the kicks & the smacks...Then I should at least be able to watch my mouth, or be conscious enough to be able to look at a woman & not have my eyes & mind traveling down south,
To respect my mother & father whether I am with them or without, & be kind to my sisters & brothers, because that’s all you were really about.
I never knew that You would be broken for promises we made, but did not keep our words. The very thought that You would then voluntarily give YOURSELF for every one of us, just seems so utterly & unbelievably absurd.
Not only is it a Testament to all HIS creations of children that we should call, “THE BOOKS OF GOD’S LOVE for US.”
It’s also the fact that the author of said ‘Books’ was YOUR Abundantly, Absolutely, Unquestionable & Omnipotently Limitless, & Eminent Capacity & Capability to HAVE & SHOW LOVE & MERCY even though You would know that You would ultimately be the ONE, who would be crushed.
I am so wretchedly unworthy to even speak YOUR NAME. That’s why I strive to say IT with the piously proper prostration & reverence & perpetual paean, due YOU, if only for nothing else but the fact of the ACTS that You CHOSE to wear my shames & BEAR my barest of pains,
& even though you ROSE again to SHOW that death could be DEFEATED & all could be atoned form if we keep the faith & claimed, that YOU are our only WAY to the TRUTH & TRUE LIFE for eternity, I will still continuously, pray that I am allowed to give YOU all the Glory, with my good works, & be repentant for my many shortcomings,...
So, I am here begging you once again…
Please - forgive me.
John 3:17-21
My Lord, My Life, My Love is Yours,
Sincerely,
Me.
Pray 4 me. Pray w/me 4 US.
-Peace-